Emotions,TTC and Weddings.

CD 18 :) Dunno if i have o'd but probably have..The last week or so my moods have been so up and down like to the point i will be laughing one minute then 2 secs later I'm crying...Why am i crying so much? I'm never normally this bad its actually quite hard for me to cry so yeah :( i think my hormones are just out of whack..Knowing me AF will be late and i wont be pregnant...I don't hold much hope for the future i don't see anything going right for me you would think i should be happy considering I'm getting married and have a child already but i just feel so incomplete..

So the wedding plans have been put on hold for awhile but i have been looking at some stuff today to get my mind of TTC and Babies and have come across a few things.

Here are some styles and dresses i like :)

The dress im probably going to go for but in black and its only $180


One very Stunning Dress



A Dress i found from Ashas Bridal in Adelaide..Very pretty and fairly cheap.


A dress from a UK Shop. Beautiful



Another Beautiful Dress


And More









yes theres quite a few i like but cant afford them unless i wait another 4 years for my wedding which is doable but i love spike and want to be his wifey :)

A feather pen i found


Garter *reeeow*



*sigh* bring on another mood swing i feel like im about to cry again and all thats happened in the last 5 min is spike has brought back the food shopping.